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 Okay... I am at home now... the date is still 21... anyway maybe perhaps tomorrow write again. 

BTW, last nyte I woke up at 1.30 AM... imagine if I have to be with other guy... duuhhhh... ngga mau siii if i have to be with other guy... sambil hari ini cek ke puskesmas.... lengen masih sakit... dan kemarin kapan Monica apa Gina yaa antar alat kompres... maybe they heard from other that my hand is bengkak sdikit a lil bit bruised... and disuruhlah itu lengan aku supaya cured again....

So masih ada perlindungan Tuhan... masih ada penyertaan Tuhan....

Tapi if i have to be with other... mengingat Edrik yg go back with his old friend and they got married. lhah aku... ngga di telpon... ngga di liat liat status ku... IG di blokir FB diblokir... WA ngga di read... huhuhuhuhuhuhu

Iya memang.... blog sebelumnya ngomel banget...lhah kalo ngga diungkapkan lewat tulisan panas ati gue... it is a broken heart too... into small small small pieces.

serem ngebayangin bersanding sama cowo lain... walaupun ngebayangin aja...

hermawan rokok,,, ngopi,,, mabok,,. jelek jelek kalik yaaa... perek... yup sebab dia pakai rok dan wig di pesta kantornya apa tu yaaa... lhah kemarin kemarin aku disebutnya perek ama mrt and krt... entah lah sapa lagi,,, pecun... seenak udel aja ngatain orang... I am Jesus... I carry cross... I carry burden...

yup namanya hana hutagaol... kayaknya mama nya hermawan emang gataulah... ngga pernah dicritain tentang gue... sementara gue dulu dulu yg gue sebut sebut ARI, BRAM, EDRIK... entahlah... sebelum sama ari RIMO... 

Kenzee Matthew... Can See Mountain MT Tambora? I really do hope so...