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Today is Friday and Monday will come sooner… I just wonder and afraid that I would not passed the probation time. Because it has been the umpteen time I lost my job because I fail the probation time. Those installations were sooo mean…. KEJEM DAN JAHAT PAKE BANGET…. They don’t give any opportunity… those schools like SCC, Saint Monica, TBI and Magic English woooppssss…. Ya gimana lagi…… I lost my job eventually…. And now I have to do fasting for 40 Monday and 40 Thursday…. According to sacrifice my live…..

And because of the loss of my job…. I cannot have saving and hungry for shopping, buy some rice and soap and cooking oil for mom….

Baru pertama gini I jadi keder….. gimana yaa suasananya nanti??? Will the rest of the teacher  accept me? Will the nursery kids receive me? Can I take their heart? An stay in Apple Tree for longer than 5 years??? Or maybe longer than 10 years or until I get retired? Because I had been 40 last 2 months and some school doesn’t accept teacher that older than 35

I know God remain savior….because whatever we need, He will provide…. but how long I have to wait??? Kaya lagu jangan berputus asa? Karna DIA akan member berkat pada yang setia dan percaya…..

Udah jomblo gak jelas….. nyari cowo juga angel gimana donggg

Ngga segitu mudahnya cari pekerjaan….. 2 taun lebih sejak diusir sama Bu Yani…. Ampun deh…. KEJEM

GOD please …. Please remain as SAVIOR…. I need you tho